Sunday, March 6, 2011

Back to Korea

There are few days left until i go back to Korea.
First time I came here, I was afraid of everything.
But now, UCR extension is very familiar to me and I don't wanna go back to Korea T_T
After go back to Korea, I have to study so much to enter the university which I want to. I have to study all day and I can't take rest enough like now. Also, I'm very disappointed to myself. If i study enough during highschool, i can enter the university which I want to. In Korea, entering high level university is really important, so i decide to study one year more. but, after decide, i feel bad, because
my friends are go to university (but not they wanted to) and enjoy campus life!
so these days, I don't know what should I do and confused soooooo much.
when I enter my friend's blog, there are full of university picture! It makes me
depressed... Because of these reasons, I don't wanna go back to Korea. I just want to
study in here. I don't know which choice is better, but I have to go back to Korea.
Every day, I think and think again. Is it better decision for me that study one year more? I don't know still..